海角七號意念原創-七封情書

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(一)1945年12月25日。
友子，太陽已經完全沒入了海面我真的已經完全看不見台灣島了你還站在那裡等我嗎？友子請原諒我這個懦弱的男人從來不敢承認我們兩人的相愛我甚至已經忘記我是如何迷上那個不照規定理髮而惹得我大發雷霆的女孩了友子你固執不講理、愛玩愛流行我卻如此受不住的迷戀你只是好不容易你畢業了我們卻戰敗了我是戰敗國的子民貴族的驕傲瞬間墮落為犯人的枷我只是個窮教師為何要揹負一個民族的罪時代的宿命是時代的罪過我只是個窮教師我愛你，卻必須放棄你

(二) 第三天。
該怎麼克制自己不去想你你是南方艷陽下成長的學生我是從飄雪的北方渡洋過海的老師我們是這麼的不同為何卻會如此的相愛我懷念艷陽…我懷念熱風…我猶有記憶你被紅蟻惹毛的樣子我知道我不該嘲笑你但你踩著紅蟻的樣子真美像踩著一種奇幻的舞步憤怒、強烈又帶著輕佻的嬉笑…友子，我就是那時愛上你的… 多希望這時有暴風把我淹沒在這台灣與日本間的海域這樣我就不必為了我的懦弱負責

(三) 友子才幾天的航行海風所帶來的哭聲已讓我蒼老許多我不願離開甲板，也不願睡覺我心裡已經做好盤算一旦讓我著陸我將一輩子不願再看見大海海風啊，為何總是帶來哭聲呢？愛人哭、嫁人哭、生孩子哭想著你未來可能的幸福我總是會哭只是我的淚水總是在湧出前就被海風吹乾湧不出淚水的哭泣，讓我更蒼老了可惡的風可惡的月光可惡的海 十二月的海總是帶著憤怒我承受著恥辱和悔恨的臭味陪同不安靜地晃盪不明白我到底是歸鄉還是離鄉！

(四) 傍晚，已經進入了日本海白天我頭痛欲裂可恨的濃霧阻擋了我一整個白天的視線而現在的星光真美記得你才是中學一年級小女生時就膽敢以天狗食月的農村傳說來挑戰我月蝕的天文理論嗎？再說一件不怕你挑戰的理論你知道我們現在所看到的星光是自幾億光年遠的星球上所發射過來的嗎？哇，幾億光年發射出來的光我們現在才看到幾億光年的台灣島和日本島又是什麼樣子呢？山還是山，海還是海卻不見了人我想再多看幾眼星空在這什麼都善變的人世間裡我想看一下永恆遇見了要往台灣避冬的烏魚群我把對你的相思寄放在其中的一隻希望你的漁人父親可以捕獲友子，儘管他的氣味辛酸你也一定要嚐一口你會明白…我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你我在眾人熟睡的甲板上反覆低喃我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你

(五) 天亮了，但又有何關係反正日光總是帶來濃霧黎明前的一段恍惚我見到了日後的你韶華已逝日後的我髮禿眼垂晨霧如飄雪，覆蓋了我額上的皺紋驕陽如烈焰，焚枯了你秀髮的烏黑你我心中最後一點餘熱完全凋零友子…請原諒我這身無用的軀體

(六) 海上氣溫16度風速12節、水深97米已經看見了幾隻海鳥預計明天入夜前我們即將登陸友子…我把我在台灣的相簿都留給你就寄放在你母親那兒但我偷了其中一張是你在海邊玩水的那張照片裡的海沒風也沒雨照片裡的你，笑得就像在天堂不管你的未來將屬於誰誰都配不上你原本以為我能將美好回憶妥善打包到頭來卻發現我能攜走的只有虛無我真的很想妳！啊，彩虹！但願這彩虹的兩端足以跨過海洋，連結我和妳

(七) 友子，我已經平安著陸七天的航行我終於踩上我戰後殘破的土地可是我卻開始思念海洋這海洋為何總是站在希望和滅絕的兩個極端這是我的最後一封信待會我就會把信寄出去這容不下愛情的海洋至少還容得下相思吧！友子，我的相思你一定要收到這樣你才會原諒我一點點我想我會把你放在我心裡一輩子就算娶妻、生子在人生重要的轉折點上一定會浮現…你提著笨重的行李逃家在遣返的人潮中，你孤單地站著你戴著那頂…存了好久的錢才買來的白色針織帽是為了讓我能在人群中發現你吧！我看見了…我看見了…你安靜不動地站著舊地址，海角七號…海角？你像七月的烈日讓我不敢再多看你一眼你站得如此安靜我刻意冰涼的心，卻又頓時燃起我傷心，又不敢讓遺憾流露我心裡嘀咕，嘴巴卻一聲不吭我知道，思念這庸俗的字眼將如陽光下的黑影我逃他追…我追他逃…一輩子 我會假裝你忘了我假裝你將你我的過往像候鳥一般從記憶中遷徙假裝你已走過寒冬迎接春天我會假裝…一直到自以為一切都是真的！然後…祝你一生永遠幸福！

【讀後感想】：有好多人推薦一定要看看了這部片覺得意境不錯也把台灣味拍了出來總之是一部不錯的片子

美麗的誤會

漫步在泰晤士河的街道上，妃艷獨自一人享受這難得的悠閒。離開有半年了，大家還好吧，一切是否都已恢復正常了呢，相信他也是吧。

深深吸了口氣，也許是時候結束這一年所謂的流浪了。妃艷一轉身卻撞上了一面人肉牆，還被對方箍得緊緊的。

妃艷被這突如其來的舉動給嚇了一跳，隨即馬上施展她空手道黑帶的本身，馬上向“變態佬”展開反擊。一個俐落的動作，已將變態佬反轉在地上。

成功脫身的妃艷不管三七二十一馬上準備跑人，卻被一把熟悉的聲音給叫住了。

“柳妃艷，我找你找得這麼辛苦，你竟敢這樣對我！”

妃艷轉身，看著躺在地上的浩哲，驚訝的說不出話。這個令她朝思暮想的人，為甚麼會出現在這裡？一時不知如何是好的妃艷，轉身拔腿就跑。留下一臉錯愕的他。

X X X X X

妃艷氣喘吁吁的跑回寓所，思緒根本無法平靜下來。也慢慢回憶起和浩哲的種種。

妃艷和浩哲是大學同學，更是工作上的最佳夥伴。兩人好像天生注定是那麼的合拍的。不管甚麼企劃，只要兩人協手，沒有不成功的例子。

在私事上，兩人也早已習慣了彼此的存在。但就是礙於面子問題，誰也不願意先開口，就一直玩著抓謎藏的遊戲，過著友達以上，戀人未滿的曖昧生活。

但一直到芬的出現，她毫不掩蓋對浩哲的愛慕，甚至放話要追他。面對“來勢凶凶”的情敵，妃艷也不以為意。因為她總覺得，嚴格說來，她和浩哲其實甚麼也不是。

一直到她在公司不斷的聽聞，芬到處對人說和浩哲在拍拖，她的一顆心就揪痛了，信心也開始動搖了。她應該選擇相信浩哲的，但偏偏她看見浩哲走去買了對結婚戒指，偏偏，芬對她說，他們快要結婚了。

晴天霹靂的妃艷不覺得自己能夠大方到出席浩哲的婚禮，最終選擇了向公司告假，申請了一年的無薪假期，一聲不響地來到了英國。

X X X X X

浩哲趕到了寓所。妃艷坐在書桌旁，浩哲走到床邊坐下，兩人就這樣對望著。過了半晌，浩哲忍不住開口了。

“可以告訴我為甚麼一聲不響地離開嗎？你知不知道我花了多少時間才找到你。”

“我想來這裡旅行很久了，一時太匆忙，所以沒通知甚麼人。”

“你知道我在問甚麼的，別跟我耍嘴皮子!“浩哲沉住怒氣，一步步走向妃艷。

“你想太多了……就來個背包旅行。我正準備去下一站呢……”妃艷慌張的為自己掩飾。不等妃艷繼續說下去，浩哲牢牢的將妃艷抱緊。

“我不准你再離開我了。你知道我花了多少時間及功夫，才打聽到你來了這裡。你怎麼忍心丟下我一聲不響的走了。你知道自從你消失後，我每天都發一封電郵給你，告訴你我一天內所發生的事情，告訴你我有多想你。你不要再離開我了。一年的尋覓已經快要把我折磨死了……”

聽他霹靂啪啦的說了一大堆，妃艷的心不禁為之一震。他在找她，他真的在找她。這一年來，其實她也在瘋狂地思念他，但是她卻不想成為別人的第三者，所以即使收到他的電郵，她卻一封也不敢回。

她不想讓他知道，365個日子裡，她沒有一天是不想他的。

“芬是個很好的女子，你快回去吧。免得她擔心。”妃艷到最後還是把已到嘴邊的思念給收回，理智始終戰勝了一切。

“你為甚麼要逃避自己的感情？還有，我們的事，關芬甚麼事？”“你們不是快要結婚了嗎？難道你想不負責任！”

浩哲被問得百思不解，劈頭第一句就問：“這些是誰告訴你的？我甚麼時候要娶芬了？你是哪根筋不對啊！”

“芬親口向我證實的啊，她說，你們準備結婚了，而我也親眼看到你去買結婚戒指的。”

搞了半天，浩哲終於弄懂了。

“你知不知道芬是個超級破壞王，她暗戀我很久了，所以總是千方百計破壞我們，因為我對她說，我愛的只有你一個。我沒想到她會對你下手。更沒有想到你連問都不問，一聲不吭就走了。原來你解決問題的方法就只有逃避嗎？我的確是有買戒指，但是是買給你的！”

妃艷愣愣地看著浩哲，所有迷團都解開了。是啊，一開始她問浩哲就對了，怎麽自己這麽傻啊。

“我……那個……其實我有收到你的電郵。”過了半晌，妃艷終於說出口了。

浩哲眼睜睜的看著她問：“為甚麼你不回覆？”

“因為我不想讓你知道我有多麽想念你。”妃艷決定不再掩飾自己的感情了。兩人就這樣對望著，終於也忍不住笑了起來。

耗了大半年，原來卻只是一場美麗的誤會。

Picadelly's Night

It was a happy night at Picadelly, Millenium Square. 8 of us who are Boon Sheng, Kok Loon, Ah N, Evon, Pui Kei, Carina, Carina's "BF" as well as me seem like no need to work at tomorrow.

We having our dinner at Picadelly and after that we relax at there. We order a 'Beer Tower' at first, but when you know Ah N at there, haha.... 1 'Beer Tower' are not enough loh. Ah N's stomach is 'BIG' because he like to drink beer... hehe... Mr N, don't angry k! I'm just Joking.

Actually just 6 of us drink beer, cos Kok Loon and Boon Sheng didn't drink beer. Ha.... Evon also cannot drink much, she just drink 2 glass of beer, then her face and ear 'turn' red like "Bao Gong", and she fell sleepy. Pui Kei's face also 'turn' red...haha... After drink, I'm fell sleepy also.

The 'Beer Tower' just worth RM 50, so cheap. When we bill, WAH! so cheap. We order 2 'Beer Tower', everybody's meal, few desserts, just RM 198.30. Good... we decided to go there every Friday...haha...

We going back around 11 pm something, cos everyone look like get "DRUNK" d and fell sleepy but accept KoK Loon, Boon Sheng and ofcourse Ah N.

Picadelly at Millineum Square was a good place to having meal, relax and chating with friends. So, I suggest that everyone can enjoys their ""different"" night at Picadelly.

END

Gloomy Mood

Today, I had received a invitation from my few classmate that having dinner together, which is celebrated CNY ~ "Lou Sang" at New Paris Restoran. I think that long time no see d, so I promise to joined them loh!

After work, when I walk out from the office, It's look like going to rain. At the time, my heart already a bit gloomy, but my mood still 'ok'! After I get into the bus, the heavy rain coming suddenly, I'm feel cold untill shiver. It was serious traffic jam among the Federal Highway and all the road.

Doris and Han Xing fetch me at Section 14 bus stop, then we straght away go to the restoran. Jason, Soon Seng, Boon Sheng, Hong Chan, May Kuan and Adeline already reach and waiting for us. When that time, my 'heart' feel happy and unhappy. We are chating happily and laughing together while waiting to the food. But my mood are a bit down. Then the 1st dish is 'yu sheng'. We ''Lou" together happily.

After our dinner, I'm go back with Jason's car. Jason, thx for your bag. I really appreciated.

Happy vs Unhappy

I'm happy when meet with them. Almost 2 months we didn't meet each other d.

On the way to the restoran, my heart already feel gloomy and pain after I get my 'BEST' friend call. We got a bit misunderstanding. My 'BEST' friend's sound are a bit "high", let me feel heart very PAIN. I'm ......................................................... unhappy. I'm keep waiting my 'BEST' friend call or sms, but lose hope. My heart feel like blood sheding.

When I reach room, my mood became very very bad. I feel like wanna cry. Some more when I think that still got people care with me, I'm really wanna cry. Please don't treat me so good, I'm not the person that yours think that good. I'm a bad gal. I'm a failer.

After bath, I'm realised I had miss 2 call from my 'BEST' friend, I can't control my tear. This time I'm really cry as much as I can untill I tired. Why like that? What should I do? I'm really like the rainning day, cos when I cry, nobody will know I'm crying.

END

Failer

Am I a failer? Yes, I think. I always failed in everything, even family, love, relationship, friendship... When i will get in success?? Will I get success?? Who can tell me?

The fail is a natural consequence of trying; To succeed takes time and prolonged effort in the face of unfriendly odds. To think it will be any other way, no matter what you do is to invite yourself to be hurt and is to limit your enthusiasm for trying again. -David Viscott-


Family

Am I do wrong? Why Mummy always misunderstanding me? Why mummy always not support me when I wanna do something? Why mummy always unhappy with me? Even I'm get a good result, she also din't say anything. But she always compare us that ... who... who... who ... get ...what ... what ... what... When mummy will start understand me? When she will start think what I want? I'm just want her care, her concern...

So, I'm a failer in family...

Love~~Relationship

What is love? Izzit love are sweet? Beautiful? Romances? All of this I dunno, but I know love is suffer, is painfull, is unacceptable. I think a lots people maybe will disagreed with me that what I'm saying. Erm... this is my own opinion and experience ba! I won't believe to love and will not accept any relationship anymore except let me know a guy who is really sincere to me and love me. But I think this is impossible loh! I know nobody will love me and sincere to me.

I'm really scared d. Everytime I'm puting 100% love into every relationship, but end up what I get? Get HURT!!! Why always like that? What they want I give them; They want freedom, I give; They want anything, I give. But I'm not request anythings from them, I just want their concern, their care, their sharing and their sincere. Izzit very difficult? At last I just know they just play on me. They are playboy... Ha... the more funny things is I suddenly become the 3rd person... haha... some more he get married after I break up with him 2 months time. Haiz...

Izzit RELATIONSHIP are IMPORTANT? I dunno. I'm enjoy single life now, but sometime will fell lonely in the special date, such as Valentine's Day, Christmast... I always tell myself that no BF also nevermind, as long I have my two lovely cute baby nephew enough d. But when one by one couple pass by me, i will be envious of them, will fell sad and lonely. Maybe in a relationship will let us fell happinese, got people sharing, caring... but when after separate, how? Izzit will die with the relationship? Maybe will get a broken heart... spirit will run together with the relationship.

So, I'm a failer in love and relationship...

Friendship

Somebody told me that have few true and sincere friendship enough already, no need so much, izzit real? I think true and sincere friendship hard to find. True and sincere friend will always be with us, will share everythings with us even we are happy or sad. But my friends.... haiz....

So, I'm a failer in friendship...

Failer....

Yes, I'm a failer. even though i keep trying everthing also fail. Izzit I will continue fail untill my life end???...